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title: Breathing underwater
date: Tuesday, August 11, 2009
time:11:05:00 PM

There's no wall/nothing but us is in our way

It's a matter of time/we can't rewind

Hello! Today was kinda boring. Had tests and not-talking-moments but clarified the matter and I really hope we are still bestfrs. Literature test was kinda okay I guess but the ending part, I was kinda tired so I slept for a while,then when SY asked me for stapler, I gave her my paper, how silly of me. Kinda amusing at that moment especially when Mr Ragu was right in front of us, hahah! Had D&T, had to present our project about contemporary design, I think I like that kind of design :) ! Okay, then had Chinese test, gonna die for tomorrow's chinese test, didn't even open my book to study because I spent my evening studying history. I seriously need need need need to plan my time well, honestly. And I am really glad I got nominated into dance exco! It made me happier when I'm studying history! And thank you Diy for helping me check with Joce & Diy got elected too! :D So happy for her too! We can share our joy together, hahah! Okay, today Rebecca and Isabelle gave me my birthday present, thank you guys so much, no matter how small you think your gift might be, it still makes me happy because you gave me something and it's the thought that counts, love you both! <3>

Tell me what am I feeling
Well, it' hard to explain
Like underwater breathing
Swimming in rain

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title: No boundaries
date: Sunday, August 9, 2009
time:2:29:00 AM

You give me one good reason,

to fight and never walk away.

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Hello! Yesterday was the best birthday I've ever had all because I had the world's bestest friends ever. Hahah, they are Isabel, Kimbely and Elaine. I love them so much because they made my fourteenth birthday a most special and unforgettable one for me.Well, firstly we had dinner at Secret Recipe then we tried to sneak into a NC16 movie but there were not enough seats left so the idea was aborted. We then walked to The Cathay and Isabel wanted to have ice-cream at Bens & Jerrys so we walked there and there was a band which made it super cool! Then Kim & I went to the toilet and I wanted to take a picture with the Bruno guy in front of the male toilet but there were people entering and exiting so I thought it was not a good time. Went toilet and Kim exited the toilet and Elaine entered. So I went to B&Js with Elaine to meet Kim & Isabel. Isabel asked me to choose an ice-cream flavour and suddenly the band said it was someone's birthday and they called my name but pronounced my name wrongly. They were like 'chey, chey, chey' and all the while I was like 'Isabel, can I go choose the ice cream flavour? Please please please' Then the band started singing a birthday song. It was embarrassing but I thought it was the nicest thing anyone could've done on my birthday so thank you guys, I love y'all to death. TO top it off, they bought me a brownie as my birthday cake! It was my official birthday cake this year. My mum didn't buy me any cake but whatever. That cake was really delicious and I thought they were really thoughtful. After that, walked around and went to Starbucks to get a drink. It was my very first time drinking something at Starbucks and it was nice! Well, I had a Signature Chocolate while Isabel had a Blended Vanilla or something like that. Then we parted ways but I went home with Isabel and we talked on the bus, it felt so good to catch up with each other because we don't really talk and stuff in school. Then I sleptover at her house and she had to go for a jab in Malaysia the next day so she wrote me a note and left it on the door and she gave me Famous Amos Cookies for my breakfast (Isn't she thoughtful?) and then it struck me that she is really a true friend although I treat her like my older sister. On that day, people also wished me Happy Birthday on Facebook, Twitter and through SMSes but I'm so sorry I couldn't check cause I lost my phone. But thanks for all the birthday wishes and everyone made my day yesterday. So yesterday I felt really blessed and thankful for everything I have, thank you all for making me realise that. I love everyone around me, thanks really for making me the happiest girl on my birthday :)

**Oh ya, in the morning on my birthday, went to collect my grandad's ashes but it was all bones?
So each and very family member had to place a 50cent coin on the bottom of the urn followed by a bone of your choice. I chose the one which was pinkish. (Pink on the bone means the person has done good things and is good-natured) I felt so proud to have a grandad like him because he has so many pinkish spots on his bone. Okay, shall move on to the next thing.
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HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
I feel proud to be a singaporean and I love my country.
But the parades and some things could still be improved.
Hahaha, okay but I still love you Singapore.
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Today KimLee came to my house to do homework and study but I only completed one flipbook for art (1 more to go!) and maths homework, not really called studying and doing homework. More of talking and being all nonsensical. Hahah, then after that looked through my childhood pictures then went downstairs for a walk and talked about stuff. It was nice, something to get the tests and other stuff out of my mind for a while. I love Kimbely Lee Yin Hui so much, I feel so thankful for everything she has done for me and all the retarded times we had together! :D
Then sat down and talked, then she went home and meeting her tomorrow and other people to go Sentosa & catch a movie. Okay, I shall go sleep now. Goodnight to you.
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With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

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title: I miss you
date:
time:2:04:00 AM

I know you're in a better place,

but I wish that I could see your face

Hello! Haven't been blogging for awhile - actually more than awhile but nevermind. My grandad just passed away but I'm glad at least he's not suffering anymore. These few days have been really tiring and I feel so drained, didn't have enough sleep for I think two days? My grandad passed away on 3 August 2009, the starting of my birthday week (I won't forget). At first I felt kinda like 'why must it be this week, not the next or whatsoever' but then I realised I should stop thinking only about myself and I should think for others too. I believe everything happens for a reason and so I believe that on that day was his time to go. I feel like I want to change and be a better person now, these few days made me realise so much. I feel proud that I helped do something during the wake, like folding and burning papers for my grandad to use as money. It was an enriching experience and I felt like it was bonding time for the entire family. Everyone was so together and helping each other out and I've seen some of my cousins I haven't seen in a really long time. Oh, on Thursday I didn't go to school and after school, Kim and Elaine came to visit and pay respects? Thank you'll so much :D On friday when my grandad was cremated, mostly everyone was emotional. Seeing him being incenerated was a terrible sight like you could never see him again. I just want my grandad to rest in peace and for him to know that I love him even though I don't talk to him very often since he fell ill. I'm sorry Ah Gong. I know you're in a better place now but you'll still be loved and remembered in everyone's hearts. I think that's all I wanted to say. Okay, shall go sleep now. Goodnight to you.

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I'll still shed a tear

Every once in a while

Labels: Ah Gong, Love

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